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Where the Axe Is Buried

4/5. A near future scifi thriller about the violently authoritarian surveillance state (it’s Russia) where the president is downloaded into successive bodies which the population steadfastly pretends not to notice, and the western european powers that have “rationalized,” i.e., installed AI prime ministers. A book about regime destabilization, and surveillance shadows, and thought control, and inception.

I was reading perfectly acceptable books, and then I picked this up and was like oh damn. Now this is good writing. This is tight (less than 100,000 words, probably) and intense and strange and bleak and hopeful. It stradles several genres and as such I suspect will not satisfy a lot of people: too literary and ambiguous for some, too much thriller for others. But this really landed for me.

Dense, chewy, controlled, beautifully written. Terribly sad on the costs of defying authoritarianism. Hopeful, in a complicated way.

Content notes: State violence Disappearances, camps, etc.
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The Last Hour Between Worlds

4/5. A single mother, just two months post-partum, gets out for one night to attend a ball in her fantasy city. Which gets complicated when the whole ballroom keeps falling through levels of reality each time the clock strikes, and when her former crush turned professional enemy, the hot lady thief, is also on the case.

This is a lot of fun, and very stylish. Visually, I mean – there’s a lot going on here with what people are wearing and carrying, and with the shifting esthetics of each layer of reality. And you know I’m in favor of adventure books about mothers, particularly very new mothers like this one.

If you’re paying even moderate amounts of attention, none of these plot twists will rock you. But they are all pleasing to unwind, as is the whole book.

Content notes: Violence, temporary character death.
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The Shots You Take

3/5. Another one of these M/M hockey romances. This one is even less about hockey than usual – old estranged teammates reconnect post retirement when one’s father dies. They have a lot of baggage having to do with how they used to sleep together, and one of them was in love and one of them had a lot of internalized homophobia.

I mean, I suppose someone did have to title a hockey romance that at some point.

Anyway, this one is nice, particularly for having actual adults in it. It also successfully walks that tough line where one half of the pairing treated the other half very poorly in the past, and there’s a lot of justifiable anger, but it is a romance after all so we have to retain some sympathy for both sides. So yeah, I liked this one fine. I’m not liking any romance more than fine at the moment, though, so who even knows what’s good anymore.

Content notes: Parental death and the raw aftermath.
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A Drop of Corruption

4/5. Sequel in this fantasy biopunk Holmes & Watson universe.

One of the more successful sequels I’ve read in a long time, in the sense that this accomplishes the task of really blowing up and blowing out the world. I continue to be only middling interested in these characters (and also continue to be puzzled about why this series is first person, aside from the obvious stylistic nod). But the construction of this empire, whose people’s bodies and minds are modified in ways beyond our understanding by methods beyond their understanding, all while the leviathans come ever closer to breaking down the sea walls, is incredibly interesting to me.

I think this book is not as successful in its project of talking about kings and power structures by blood in general. It does that, but our protagonist is not really clocking the implications for his own life as an imperial subject, so it doesn’t quite come together the way intended. The first person gets in the way there, specifically, given our protagonist is not, shall we say, a political or philosophical thinker.

Still, I am way more interested in this now than I was after the first book.

Content notes: Body modification and body horror, threats of infection/contamination.
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The Tomb of Dragons

4/5. Third book in this series about a – call him a cleric, I guess -- who can speak to the dead.

This series continues to grow on me. Our protagonist is deeply wounded before we ever meet him, and his glacial progress is not so much towards healing as simply acknowledging the pain he is in. These books resist catharsis almost entirely, which I appreciate. Also recommended if you enjoy the trope of ‘rather darling protagonist does not know he is darling, goes around being confused when people like him.’

I do continue to be confused by many of her pacing choices. These books are often of the ‘and then the thing, and then the other thing’ style where there aren’t A and B plots so much as six largely unrelated things rattling around at the same time. I am fine with this until I’m not. See me going oh, come on! when we had a side quest at 95% of the way into this book.

On the plus, Maia cameo! If you know you know.
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Letters to Half Moon Street

3/5. Short epistolary queer norm historical romance with fantasy elements, about the shy (and possibly demi) younger son in London for the first time catching the eye of a society gentleman.

A charming frip of a book with good epistolary. This has all the trappings of an early nineteenth century historical romance, except it’s queer norm. The worldbuilding is paper thin – that’s not the point, I realize – but I’m the sort of person who asks too many questions of a book like this. Like okay, you’ve replaced heterosexism with a model that relies even more heavily on birth order, and yet that seems to have changed the way that class and inheritance and power work in this setting not at all or very little? How is that possible? Yes, I am interrogating the text from the wrong direction, I acknowledge I am the problem here. The author’s note is like “I wanted to write queer norm historical so I did and I stuck fantasy magic in it, so there,” and like, sure, I respect it. I’m just not the best at reading it.
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Metal from Heaven

4/5. Where do I even start? The problem is, attempting to describe this book will make it sound like something you have read before, and I assure you that is incorrect. An industrial fantasy about labor rights and queerness in which our narrator survives a massacre of her factory-working family who dared to strike for better working conditions, including some help for what the fantasy metal they are working with is doing to their kids.

This book has the distinction of containing more lesbians by volume than anything else I’ve ever read. And they’re all—

I was about to say that they are all feral. Which they are. But it would be truer to say that this whole book is feral. It will eat your ideas of good narrative structure and spit out the bones. It is absolutely ungovernable. Punk without the self-consciousness. Bloody and messy and incredibly queer. If you try and shove this book’s ideas of gender or sexuality into a box, the box will implode.

Challenging, frustrating, interesting, different. A giant splatter of a book. A roar of a book. It does revenge and industrial fantasy and fantasy of manners and queer liberation, and there’s a whole section in the middle that gives big Gideon the Ninth vibes. Is it good? I mean, yes, but also no, but also you are asking the wrong question.

Anyway, I liked it, though I suspect this one will be divisive.

Content notes: A lot of violence.
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Bonds of Brass

2/5. Frothy M/M scifi about the kid at military school who discovers his roommate – who he’s in love with – is the heir to the conquering oppressive empire.

A book has not made me this mad in quite a long time.

I picked this up because I have a terrible weakness for space royalty. Queer space royalty? Put it in my face.

But then I started it, and went Wait, what is happening here? And did some googling, and discovered that this book was straight up marketed as “pick this up when you’ve run out of Finn/Po on the AO3.”

Okay.

Look.

Do I love that publishing has been busily co-opting fannish language and customs? I do not. Don’t get me started on how shit terrible they generally are when they try to tag things. But do I acknowledge that the small glut of fannish authors turned pro and serial numbers filed off books has done good things for genre and for me personally? Sure.

But that’s not what this is.

This is a book that could chase a Finn/Po binge in the sense that . . . I mean it has space in it? And – I’m guessing here – the art of the two leads is clearly the actors? Otherwise . . . no. Not the slightest bit of the same thing at all. Which pisses me off because it's a total misunderstanding of why shippers ship. Yes it's because the actors are hot, but fundamentally it's about the character dynamic. So if you market me Finn/Po and then give me two people with a wildly different set of personalities and histories and interactions, well now I know that you really don't get what you're trying to sell at all.

But the thing that really burns my biscuits is how this book starts, on page one, blithely like “so I’m totally in love with him, anyway, here’s our story,” with no grounding as to why or how this alleged love came about. It definitely requires explanation, because the love interest in question is, well, yikes to say the least.

But we don’t get an explanation or any grounding. At all in the whole book, to be clear. We’re just dropped in cold and expected to buy it. Which is 100% a move you can make in a Finn/Po AU on the AO3. It is absolutely not a move you can make in an original fucking novel. Because in fact, co-opting the language and customs and narrative structures of fandom for traditionally published books is, quite often, a terrible idea with terrible results.

Don’t get me started on everything else wrong with this book, like how it’s a first person narrator who withholds a vital and completely relevant piece of information to the end of the book. That is a hard road, and the author does not have those chops. Nor does she have the chops for the delicate and complex story of collaboration and trauma and imperialism and internal conflict she was vaguely gesturing towards. Not even a bit.

Put the AO3 down, publishers.
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Bitter Medicine

3.5/5. Urban romantasy about two fae-blooded people (well, technically she’s descended from a Chinese medicine god and he’s a half-elf), one a talented artist and magician, the other a sort of enforcer cursed with a terrible reputation and an actual curse.

I liked this even though it’s het. The emotional beats are complex and thoughtful, and the writing is pleasant. Also, it’s so nice to have a romantasy about goddamn adults, you know? I mean, in this case they are both over a hundred, so they’d better be by now, but you know how it is.

Marking down for that thing where, if I poke the worldbuilding, it doesn’t so much poke back as jiggle alarmingly. There are fundamental facts about how this fantastical modern world works that I do not understand at all. So just go in with those senses turned down and you’ll have a good time, kay?

Content notes: Violence, magically-enforced obedience, shitty parents
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Shroud

4/5. Our narrator, vassal of a future space exploring hell corporate, tells the story of how she survived many days on the surface of a mysterious and deeply hostile moon, populated by inexplicable and frightening life forms. Then things get weirder.

Good standalone scifi with a long section of survival horror. This makes an interesting companion to Alien Clay, another recent book of his. Both are about humans who are powerless within an oppressive and unfair human system, and how they encounter terrifying alien life, and how those aliens embody another way of being sentient in a radical departure from the human way, and what that illuminates. The two books come at that story from very different angles, but to interesting effect alone and together.

Content notes: Death, corporate dehumanization, the existential horror of alien consciousness
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A Gentleman's Gentleman

3/5. Historical trans m/m romance about the isolated earl who hires a valet for a trip to London to keep up appearances, because he has to find a wife for reasons, but oh yes, he’s trans.

Lovely slow burn historical that is very playful with several tropes – the dead twin, the tragic backstory, etc. -- all presented exactly as ordered, but in service to a trans narrative. I liked all of that a great deal, and Christopher himself is a charming mess.

I’m not rating this higher because the romance (with the valet, if that was unclear) did very little for me. This is single POV, which I think was done to preserve a late reveal in the book, but the net result is that the valet is something of a cipher and I just didn’t feel anything for these two as a pair (also, the reveal is not a surprise if you're paying attention at all, so not worth the trouble of concealing it, I think).

Still, I enjoyed this, and particularly recommend the audiobook for the delivery of Christopher’s dialogue. His fruity upper crust gentleman's accent is top tier.

Content notes: Loss of family, panic attacks, fear of outing, internalized transphobia.
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I Who Have Never Known Men

4/5. A short feminist science fiction(?) novel originally written in french in the 90’s, when it acquired a cult following, whereupon it was translated into english a few years ago and acquired a new and different cult following. This is the first person account of a young girl who grew up in a cage with 39 women, all older than her, all of whom remember their former lives, unlike her. They know nothing but each other and the silent guards, until one day everything changes, and they escape to a strange, answerless landscape.

This is good. It manages that trick of being an incredibly bleak story, but told with a lot of tenderness and humanity, so it feels richer and more rewarding than ‘bleak’ implies. This is simply written, yet rewards complex thought. I think the author’s jewishness is important for reading it well, particularly in appreciating why there is never any actual ‘why’ for the atrocities committed here. I also strongly suspect the author had been reading Tiptree, and maybe Le Guin’s “Sur” (very different, and yet related), and maybe Marge Piercy? This feels very much in conversation with a lot of speculative feminist texts of the 80’s in particular, is what I’m saying.

I am less compelled by the reading suggested by the afterword in my english text, which glosses this book as about what a woman might be, should she exist in a world entirely without men. I mean, the title’s right up there, so sure, carry on. I just don’t find that a very rewarding train of thought in this iteration, and think this book is doing a lot of other things that I’d rather pay attention to.

Content notes: Captivity, depictions of mass death aftermath, euthanasia of a sort.
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Malice

2/5. Chonker epic fantasy that is the first of four books about a prophesied god war where the avatar of good will fight the avatar of evil. Yeah, you’ve heard this one before.

The booktube girls got me again. They love this. I do not.

Partly, sure it’s the women problem. This book has many points-of-view. They are all men except for one, who is a girl but wait, come back, it’s fine, she’s not like other girls, you see, she likes knives. This is relevant because every single other male POV is drowning in boring warrior culture masculinity issues. Several of them are young, and all of them are concerned with what it means to be a man. And the ven diagram in this book between ‘man’ and ‘warrior’ is a near perfect circle. I don’t caaaaaaare.

Also, I was told that these books were “twisty” and would “make you really think about who is good and who is bad.” Except I got literally a third of the way through the first book, saw the writing on the wall and went ‘oh no, is what they’re talking about this?’ And googled, and, uh. Yep. The book is trying to set up this ambiguity where you supposedly aren’t sure who is the avatar of good and who is the avatar of evil, because their actions are deeply contextual and blah blah, you get it. Which, (1) I figured out who was who plain as day apparently more than two books before I was supposed to; and (2) it kind of offends me. The book is, it appears, trying to trick the reader by deploying some epic fantasy tropes and cliches, and it will then presumably do a rug pull at some point and go “ha ha, I fooled you into believing my cliché of believing in what it means to be noble and a good man, you should be a smarter reader.” Which, okay, fine, but to make that work, you have to write a book that doesn’t entirely depend for its every beat and gesture on boring tired epic fantasy cliches that it takes staggeringly seriously.

Anyway, whatever, I was pretty bored and annoyed from that point on.

Content notes: Animal harm, violence, bullying.
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A Ruse of Shadows

4/5. Book 8. Do not start here either.

Sherry Thomas is just really good at this. Even when she’s pulling the same tricks again – having our protagonists enact the whole plot of the book without ever explaining to the reader until the very end, false crime accusations again – I’m mostly happy to go for the ride. Here, that narrative secrecy works to enhance the way this book is also about the central romantic relationship, and how they decide what it’s going to be, and what it’s not, like adults and complicated people do.
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This Inevitable Ruin

4/5. Seventh book. Do not start here.

What a ride. I waited for the audiobook to come out (trailing the ebook by months) and I’m glad I did because the production is, as always, excellent. Anyway, what a time. This is the war book. They have all been war books, but this one is more literal about it.

Things I liked: More time with the AI, which raises waaaay more questions than it answers; Pony; the way this definitely felt like a turning point book; okay the entire ensemble let’s be real; how I was worried about the title going in particularly given this was a war book, but finished it knowing that the ruin isn’t just for our guys; the running theme of being known as of by a god, someone who can see entirely into you, and what the cost of that is to both parties.

Things I tilt my head at: The bigger politics picture, which is basically a giant crazy spaghetti yarn diagram at this point with the author slapping his hand down on one spot and screaming, “see! See!” While everyone is like “no? Not really?”

Anyway, I continue to have a great time and will be happy if he lands this massive messy thing with even part success.

Content notes: Violence, gore, many kinds of body modification.
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Five Broken Blades

3/5. A group of six people come together to murder the unkillable god king, but they’re all liars, it gets complicated.

This is mis-marketed as gritty-ish twisty fantasy when it’s actually most interested in its romances (there are six characters, they enter the arc two-by-two). So just know that going in. Also, I feel I should warn for the thing where this has six points-of-view and they are all written in first person present, which is . . . a choice.

Anyway, this has some amount of intrigue and charm going for it, but I tired of the steep dips in writing quality whenever it came to the romances (and the writing is never good to start with). And also the thing where we get first person POVs of people and everyone is hiding something from the reader, which is hard to pull off and Corland does not have those chops. This is a particular peeve of mine.

I read it, it reads fast and easy, I enjoyed parts of it, but now I have no interest in the sequel, even though it promises to blow the worldbuilding wide open.

Content notes: A lot of violence and murder, references to gory execution methods, child trafficking and child abuse.
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Bonded in Death

3/5. Latest of these – if you don’t know what they are by now, I can’t help you. An okay series entry that, as usual recently, took the safe and boring route. Eve is a half step ahead of the killer through the whole book, and the safety of everyone you care about is pretty much a sure thing. Some unsubtle but nice reflections on the ways groups of people bond in adversity, or in hard collective work, both Eve’s police team and extended network and the team of old spies at the heart of the story.

I was more interested in the history dropped here than the case. I’ve always wondered what these “urban wars” were about. The explanation we get here is plausible in parts – a mass movement to ‘burn it all down’ – and very silly in the whole – a worldwide(?) coordinated(?) breakdown of order in urban centers? Which is resolved after years of fighting without apparently really changing the geopolitics of anything? Okay, Nora, carry on.

Content notes: Murder, child abduction/harm.
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Cocaine Blues and 20 more

4/5. Long-running series of historical detective novels about a wealthy woman in 1928/1929 Australia who solves crime, builds an unconventional family, and bangs half the men she meets.

If you’re wondering where I’ve been, here you go.

These are hard to talk about because I read 21 of them (not 22, though there is a 22nd book) and I had a pretty good time for most of them. But the most recent books were such a noticeable decline in quality that it’s left a bad taste in my mouth and now I just keep thinking about what I didn’t like. Let’s see what I can do about that.

Things to like: Phryne’s cheerful and unapologetic sexuality. The ways she is allowed to behave as male detectives do – horny, constantly drinking, etc. Casual poly relationships that suit everyone just fine and work beautifully. Mostly short mysteries with a range of solutions. Strong writing on a craft level, particularly in the middle books. An affection for the detective novels that Phryne herself reads, and a playfulness with their forms (Christie, Sayers, etc.). But with more frankness about the specific sorts of crimes that women and children are vulnerable to – incest and rape, forced relationships, botched abortion, forced childbearing, etc.

What I don’t like: Also Phryne, who is a lot of a lot. The repeated and unmistakable asephobia that emanates from the books themselves, not just Phryne who is the one to voice a lot of it (she’s one of those highly sexual people who thinks there’s something wrong/unnatural about people who aren’t, and the books let her attach these views to villains several times). The way the author just gave completely up on series continuity once the TV show started, to the point of suddenly adding a sexual overtone to a relationship that was previously platonic (and almost familial) in the books because the TV show went a totally different direction with it. It’s extremely disconcerting. The sharp decline in writing quality in the last few books. The extremely weird Sherlock slashfic interlude where Phryne bangs not!John Watson a bunch to make not!Sherlock jealous (ah and it turns out he’s not asexual after all, what a relief for everyone). The later books get real weird, guys.

Content notes: All sorts of crime, including against children. Rape, incest, sexual exploitation, violence, murder, generally as aftermath and not on-page.
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The Book of Phoenix

3/5. A person in a post apocalyptic landscape comes across a recording of Phoenix’s story, as told by herself. Of her creation by a corporation, her accelerated growth and torture at their hands, and what she does when she escapes them and finds her way into an African identity.

I wish I like Okorafor’s books more than I do. They always sound great, then land noticeably off center of my tastes. Because of the narrative mode it’s in, this book (deliberately, I think) leans hard into ‘all white people are evil and all brown people are good.’ It then complicates the brown people end of that (a little, anyway), leaving the white people end cartoonishly flat. Deliberate, like I said, but not my idea of an enjoyable storytelling device.

Some good revenge here, with the usual accompaniments of ‘what will this revenge make me, the revenger?’ etc. But I won’t remember this in a few months.

Content notes: Imprisonment, medical experimentation, reproductive exploitation, violence, all with a strong racial overtone
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3/5. Hard scifi about a couple of functionally immortal galactic citizens travelling to the core to find an unknown civilization sprung from the DNA panspermia; meanwhile members of that civilization work out the newtonian and relativistic principles that describe their extremely weird and risky existence.

Very much of its time (nearly twenty years ago) and just okay. A big idea book where I thought the big idea was only vaguely interesting, but there isn’t really much else to go on here, unless you like over a hundred pages of people talking about physics math. Which is not snide, considering I enjoyed that strand of the book more than the strand about the functionally immortal people, who do things like load up new modules to become experts in various fields in a few seconds, which really enhances their presentation as cardboard cutout post humans. Post humans who have left the constraints of embodiment behind, by the way, and who are nonetheless still deeply invested in the gender binary. Sure, okay.

Read Tchaikovsky’s Children books instead. Some superficial similarities, much more alive.

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