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2025-05-28 03:45 pm

The Last Hour Between Worlds by Melissa Caruso

The Last Hour Between Worlds

4/5. A single mother, just two months post-partum, gets out for one night to attend a ball in her fantasy city. Which gets complicated when the whole ballroom keeps falling through levels of reality each time the clock strikes, and when her former crush turned professional enemy, the hot lady thief, is also on the case.

This is a lot of fun, and very stylish. Visually, I mean – there’s a lot going on here with what people are wearing and carrying, and with the shifting esthetics of each layer of reality. And you know I’m in favor of adventure books about mothers, particularly very new mothers like this one.

If you’re paying even moderate amounts of attention, none of these plot twists will rock you. But they are all pleasing to unwind, as is the whole book.

Content notes: Violence, temporary character death.
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2025-05-27 01:06 pm

The Shots You Take by Rachel Reid

The Shots You Take

3/5. Another one of these M/M hockey romances. This one is even less about hockey than usual – old estranged teammates reconnect post retirement when one’s father dies. They have a lot of baggage having to do with how they used to sleep together, and one of them was in love and one of them had a lot of internalized homophobia.

I mean, I suppose someone did have to title a hockey romance that at some point.

Anyway, this one is nice, particularly for having actual adults in it. It also successfully walks that tough line where one half of the pairing treated the other half very poorly in the past, and there’s a lot of justifiable anger, but it is a romance after all so we have to retain some sympathy for both sides. So yeah, I liked this one fine. I’m not liking any romance more than fine at the moment, though, so who even knows what’s good anymore.

Content notes: Parental death and the raw aftermath.
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2025-05-21 04:01 pm

A Drop of Corruption by Robert Jackson Bennett

A Drop of Corruption

4/5. Sequel in this fantasy biopunk Holmes & Watson universe.

One of the more successful sequels I’ve read in a long time, in the sense that this accomplishes the task of really blowing up and blowing out the world. I continue to be only middling interested in these characters (and also continue to be puzzled about why this series is first person, aside from the obvious stylistic nod). But the construction of this empire, whose people’s bodies and minds are modified in ways beyond our understanding by methods beyond their understanding, all while the leviathans come ever closer to breaking down the sea walls, is incredibly interesting to me.

I think this book is not as successful in its project of talking about kings and power structures by blood in general. It does that, but our protagonist is not really clocking the implications for his own life as an imperial subject, so it doesn’t quite come together the way intended. The first person gets in the way there, specifically, given our protagonist is not, shall we say, a political or philosophical thinker.

Still, I am way more interested in this now than I was after the first book.

Content notes: Body modification and body horror, threats of infection/contamination.
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2025-05-11 02:42 pm

The Tomb of Dragons by Katherine Addison

The Tomb of Dragons

4/5. Third book in this series about a – call him a cleric, I guess -- who can speak to the dead.

This series continues to grow on me. Our protagonist is deeply wounded before we ever meet him, and his glacial progress is not so much towards healing as simply acknowledging the pain he is in. These books resist catharsis almost entirely, which I appreciate. Also recommended if you enjoy the trope of ‘rather darling protagonist does not know he is darling, goes around being confused when people like him.’

I do continue to be confused by many of her pacing choices. These books are often of the ‘and then the thing, and then the other thing’ style where there aren’t A and B plots so much as six largely unrelated things rattling around at the same time. I am fine with this until I’m not. See me going oh, come on! when we had a side quest at 95% of the way into this book.

On the plus, Maia cameo! If you know you know.
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2025-05-07 01:24 pm

Letters to Half Moon Street by Sarah Wallace

Letters to Half Moon Street

3/5. Short epistolary queer norm historical romance with fantasy elements, about the shy (and possibly demi) younger son in London for the first time catching the eye of a society gentleman.

A charming frip of a book with good epistolary. This has all the trappings of an early nineteenth century historical romance, except it’s queer norm. The worldbuilding is paper thin – that’s not the point, I realize – but I’m the sort of person who asks too many questions of a book like this. Like okay, you’ve replaced heterosexism with a model that relies even more heavily on birth order, and yet that seems to have changed the way that class and inheritance and power work in this setting not at all or very little? How is that possible? Yes, I am interrogating the text from the wrong direction, I acknowledge I am the problem here. The author’s note is like “I wanted to write queer norm historical so I did and I stuck fantasy magic in it, so there,” and like, sure, I respect it. I’m just not the best at reading it.
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2025-04-26 02:15 pm

Metal from Heaven by August Clarke

Metal from Heaven

4/5. Where do I even start? The problem is, attempting to describe this book will make it sound like something you have read before, and I assure you that is incorrect. An industrial fantasy about labor rights and queerness in which our narrator survives a massacre of her factory-working family who dared to strike for better working conditions, including some help for what the fantasy metal they are working with is doing to their kids.

This book has the distinction of containing more lesbians by volume than anything else I’ve ever read. And they’re all—

I was about to say that they are all feral. Which they are. But it would be truer to say that this whole book is feral. It will eat your ideas of good narrative structure and spit out the bones. It is absolutely ungovernable. Punk without the self-consciousness. Bloody and messy and incredibly queer. If you try and shove this book’s ideas of gender or sexuality into a box, the box will implode.

Challenging, frustrating, interesting, different. A giant splatter of a book. A roar of a book. It does revenge and industrial fantasy and fantasy of manners and queer liberation, and there’s a whole section in the middle that gives big Gideon the Ninth vibes. Is it good? I mean, yes, but also no, but also you are asking the wrong question.

Anyway, I liked it, though I suspect this one will be divisive.

Content notes: A lot of violence.
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2025-04-12 06:09 pm

A Gentleman's Gentleman by TJ Alexander

A Gentleman's Gentleman

3/5. Historical trans m/m romance about the isolated earl who hires a valet for a trip to London to keep up appearances, because he has to find a wife for reasons, but oh yes, he’s trans.

Lovely slow burn historical that is very playful with several tropes – the dead twin, the tragic backstory, etc. -- all presented exactly as ordered, but in service to a trans narrative. I liked all of that a great deal, and Christopher himself is a charming mess.

I’m not rating this higher because the romance (with the valet, if that was unclear) did very little for me. This is single POV, which I think was done to preserve a late reveal in the book, but the net result is that the valet is something of a cipher and I just didn’t feel anything for these two as a pair (also, the reveal is not a surprise if you're paying attention at all, so not worth the trouble of concealing it, I think).

Still, I enjoyed this, and particularly recommend the audiobook for the delivery of Christopher’s dialogue. His fruity upper crust gentleman's accent is top tier.

Content notes: Loss of family, panic attacks, fear of outing, internalized transphobia.
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2025-02-20 01:12 pm

Five Broken Blades by Mai Corland

Five Broken Blades

3/5. A group of six people come together to murder the unkillable god king, but they’re all liars, it gets complicated.

This is mis-marketed as gritty-ish twisty fantasy when it’s actually most interested in its romances (there are six characters, they enter the arc two-by-two). So just know that going in. Also, I feel I should warn for the thing where this has six points-of-view and they are all written in first person present, which is . . . a choice.

Anyway, this has some amount of intrigue and charm going for it, but I tired of the steep dips in writing quality whenever it came to the romances (and the writing is never good to start with). And also the thing where we get first person POVs of people and everyone is hiding something from the reader, which is hard to pull off and Corland does not have those chops. This is a particular peeve of mine.

I read it, it reads fast and easy, I enjoyed parts of it, but now I have no interest in the sequel, even though it promises to blow the worldbuilding wide open.

Content notes: A lot of violence and murder, references to gory execution methods, child trafficking and child abuse.
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2024-12-19 10:44 am

Exordia by Seth Dickinson

Exordia

2/5. Huge chunky scifi about a transnational encounter with aliens in remote Kurdistan which sweeps earth into a galactic conflict with the evil overlords who want to metaphysically pin human souls to the proper narrative.

This started out great (funny surreal portrait of a young woman enduring the long-term effects of trauma, then she meets an alien in Central Park, it’s great) and went steadily downhill into not just weird, but long and turgid weird. I read the whole thing for the ideas and theming, which are doing a lot – the worst kind of iterative trolly problems and what they do to people, the monstrousness of making a thing only more like itself forever and ever, the work of breaking out of your own narrative. But boy, he did not want to make this book accessible. Or enjoyable. The thing is, he knows what he’s doing – two men spend the entire book in this gross psychosexual attraction/competition narrative over a woman, and in the very brief appearance she makes, she utterly and pointedly refuses to go along with that story. The book is about that kind of resistance. But I still had to read 250,000 words of their gross psychosexual posturing (and don’t get me started on the not real version of that woman they create).

I almost respect this for being one of the weirdest and most specific books I’ve ever read. It shares some meta concerns with Prophet, but bears little resemblance to basically anything. And his writing is, as always, strong. But choices were made here and I am not into them.

Also, there are lesbians here, and there is just something about the way he writes female desire that sets my teeth on edge. I thought so in his prior books, too. I can’t put words to it, but it just always makes me cock my head a little and go ew, please don’t.

Content notes: Genocide, murder, a lot of body horror, military violence.
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2024-12-09 02:43 pm

On Vicious Worlds by Bethany Jacobs

On Vicious Worlds

4/5. Impossible to talk about as it’s the sequel to an extremely twisty scifi. More intense identity drama, more danger for a remnant population attempting to escape the grasping reach of an authoritarian government, more opera in the space opera.

I continue to really like this, and to think it’s not going to be for all tastes. It’s going to be too dramatic for some. But I remain impressed that these books have managed to pack this much subversive queer longing into a queer-norm universe. How did she do that? It would be spoilers to say, but yeah, she sure did.

Content notes: Violence, discussion of past genocide, off-page torture.
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2024-10-28 04:14 pm

The Sky on Fire by Jenn Lyons

The Sky on Fire

3/5. Fantasy set in a world where dragons pair with riders, but the riders aren’t the ones in charge. A ragtag group of dragons and riders and thieves and dissidents get together to do a big heist on the evil head dragon for reasons, then stuff happens.

This is okay, but did not excite me. That is sad because it features the development of a polyamorous triad, which is my jam, but not this unsatisfying iteration. See also other things I like: heists, dragons, a queer-norm and kink-norm world, and yet, eh. It’s fine. I DNF’d her other fantasy series, so maybe I should just cut my losses here.

I would be curious to know if anyone else who read this found the back third kind of disorienting? Did I miss a step, or was the book casually connecting threads that just did not meet?

Content notes: Violence, graphic description of falling and fear of heights.
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2024-10-18 11:56 am

Black Water Sister by Zen Cho

Black Water Sister

4/5. A young closeted woman begins to hear the voice of her dead grandmother when she returns to Malaysia with her parents. This leads to encounters with gangsters and gods, and some family reckonings.

Ah, now this is the Zen Cho book I’ve been waiting for. My wife absolutely adores her short fiction, but neither of us have been really impressed with any of her novels. But this one. It’s depiction of this extended Asian family – its secrets and lies and religious conflicts and the gifts and failings of its women – ah. It’s so specific and perfect. I also particularly recommend the audio, which lends a wonderful cadence to the dialogue, much of which is spoken in English translation for the reader, but is not in English within the story.

All of that wraps what is at its heart a simple story of a girl working her way around to come out to her conservative parents in a blanket of complexity and nuance. Lovely.

Content notes: Threatened rape, allusions to past domestic violence/rape/murder, homophobia and fear thereof.
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2024-10-12 01:23 pm

Long Live Evil by Sarah Rees Brennan

Long Live Evil

4/5. A young woman dying of cancer is given the chance to go into her (sort of) favorite dark fantasy series. She arrives in the body of the villainess the night before her execution. But changing that changes all sorts of other things.

This was, on the one hand, delightful and absorbing. It’s obviously very metatextual – our protagonist is forever commenting on genre convention, sexism in fantasy, the shape of stories, etc. And it’s also very funny. There’s an “as foretold” joke in here that made me straight up cackle. Also, I detect some Tamsyn Muir DNA in here, if that’s an inducement.

On the other hand, this did not reward any look beyond the surface. I think it meant to, but I didn’t find anything that stuck to me in all the talk of stories and conventions and villainy. I’m not mad about it, to be clear. I still had a pretty great time. But I did think there could have been more. Maybe the sequel will provide.

Content notes: Zombies, violence, threatened rape, recollections of terminal illness.
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2024-09-22 11:39 am

Can't Spell Treason Without Tea by Rebecca Thorne

Can't Spell Treason Without Tea

3/5. Cozy sapphic fantasy about a queen’s guard who runs away with her powerful mage girlfriend to start a tea/book shop (which is immediately successful, that’s how you know it’s fantasy), also dragon stuff.

This is fine. Cozy fantasy is as particular and personal as romance, and my hit rate is correspondingly low. This one is fine and hits the expected beats (small town politics, renovating to open your business, cute companion animals, you know the drill) but did not distinguish itself in any way. Not even the established relationship, which is normally my jam, but these two did nothing for me.
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2024-08-21 11:17 am

A Letter to the Luminous Deep by Sylvie Cathrall

A Letter to the Luminous Deep

4/5. Epistolary novel set on a water world where two people begin writing to each other to process their grief about the mutual loss of their siblings, who it turns out had developed their own epistolary relationship, but investigating that raises more questions than it answers.

Lovely. It’s odd to call a book so concerned with grief "cozy," but I think it’s true. This is a book about a strange, dreamy world and some strange, dreamy happenings, and academic politics, and mental illness. But the heart of it is friendship and romance, held in equal importance here. There are two nested relationships – a slow, sweet romance between two very lonely people (at least one of whom is disabled and on the ase spectrum, btw) – and the other a deep and abiding friendship that draws two families together as they try to navigate loss. It’s the sort of book that will make you sigh quietly to yourself when you put it down.

I will say, since I always comment on epistolary, that this is done pretty well. There are a few contrivances, as there always are, but I forgave them easily. E.g., the book includes a written transcript of an important conversation upon first meeting your dear pen pal, because the two characters sat in silence next to each other and wrote notes. But the reason for that was so integral to them – their shyness, one’s mental illness, the circumstances – that it worked. I love epistolary so much, but man, it is not easy.

Content notes: Grief, mental illness – agoraphobia, anxiety, maybe OCD.
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2024-07-16 02:49 pm

Lady Eve's Last Con by Rebecca Fraimow

Lady Eve's Last Con

N.b.: I know the author a smidge.

3/5. A con artist sets out to trick a young heir into marriage because he wronged her sister, but oh no help his sister is unfairly hot. Also, it’s science fiction but with shades of historical drama of manners.

This poor book. I did my best, but my reading of it was interrupted by long-awaited or otherwise urgent library holds arriving no less than five times. It suffered a lot for that. It’s a cute, sweet, occasionally sexy sapphic tale of hot girls and family problems and being a class outsider and being good to your siblings except what does that mean, again? This probably would have had more emotional traction with me if I’d read it at all coherently; as it is, I found it fun but a little insubstantial. Not like that’s necessarily a bad thing.
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2024-07-06 09:14 am

The Fireborne Blade by Charlotte Bond

The Fireborne Blade

3/5. Novella about the lady knight (gasp) who sets out to retrieve a mythical sword to reclaim her honor and reputation, also dragons are more terrifying even in death than in life.

A mix of high fantasy and horror, with a bit of a queer love story. This will be totally awesome for certain other people. The horror vibes, in particular, are on point, and there’s all sorts of interesting dragon lore that I’ve never seen done like this. But it’s not to my tastes or interests.

Content notes: Violence, hauntings, horrible ways to die by dragon
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2024-06-30 01:47 pm

These Burning Stars by Bethany Jacobs

These Burning Stars

4/5. Scifi about – um. Well. An intricate and vicious cat-and-mouse game between a ruthless operative and a shadowy former student she scorned, with a cleric caught in the middle, against the backdrop of a wildly complex political situation and a recently colonized and devastated minority population. That is not a good summary of what this book is, but here we are.

This puts the opera in space opera. It kind of reminds me of the Lymond books, actually? In a way where I can’t point to any one thing, and yet, there it is. Also Killing Eve, if you want a completely different comp. This is twisty and full of tricks and fuckery in the best way. It withholds vital information by mechanism of the forward and back time structure, which I usually think is cheap, but here worked perfectly.

And on the topic of things I liked about this book even though I shouldn’t have – it pushed me to the brink of my endurance for nasty characters doing nasty things, then yanked the rug out from under me at just the right moment. I think I would have liked this far far less if the entire central cast weren’t women or nonbinary people. If they were all men, their violence and vengeance would have been tiresome. As it is, they were vital and alive and, occasionally, disturbingly erotic.

I do have some concern about what the next book will be doing. It’s going to have to be something very different, given the reveals here. But I’m on board for it.

Content notes: Violence, references to sexual exploitation of minors, genocide.
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2024-05-22 03:03 pm

The Blighted Stars by Megan E. O'keefe

The Blighted Stars

3/5. Start of a scifi trilogy set in a world where you can print yourself a new body, but there’s all sorts of fucky quantum entanglement stuff that happens with your memories/experiences across interstellar distances. Also, the somewhat estranged son of one of the powerful merchant families keeping humanity afloat ends up stranded on a planet infested with alien fungus with a terrorist posing as his body guard.

A lot of pieces here that I’m into, but it didn’t gel. There’s lots of chewy emotional implications of the worldbuilding here, but the whole story – corporate sabotage stuff and alien intelligence stuff and family drama stuff and all of it – stands or falls on how hard you buy into the central romance. I wanted to be into it – he’s a nerdy transboy who thinks he’s unpacked his privilege but he’s wrong, she’s a traumatized revolutionary driven to violence. But I missed some vital step and, also, the writing is pretty clumsy when it comes to their attraction. They end up mentally gushing over each other, and it’s one of those situations where I kind of suck my breath between my teeth, because infatuation is like that, yes, but come on, at a certain point, you’re just failing to see each other clearly at all for the complex, flawed people you are.

Anyway, read if you like creepy alien fungus stuff and family politics stuff and fucky multiple bodies stuff, but this just didn’t quite get over the hump for me.

Content notes: Violence, imprisonment, references to torture, lots of fungus and alien mind control stuff.
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2024-05-13 02:08 pm

Prophet by Helen MacDonald and Sin Blache

Prophet

3/5. Scifi(ish) thriller about a disgraced post mental breakdown/addiction British agent and a buttoned-up U.S. soldier who have history and get paired up to investigate a sequence of strange manifestations. Also, one of them can discern lies from truth (except from the other) and also also they might have a thing for each other.

This book was a minor sensation among my general online circle and OTOH, sure, I get it, this is doing stuff with weaponized nostalgia and how that doesn’t work on traumatic queer childhoods. But on the other hand, I don’t know, this is a whole lot of familiar M/M tropes with a rather unsatisfying scifi thriller wrapping, and I kind of wonder if the people who thought this was amazing haven’t kept up on the absolute decadent glut of queer scifi of the past few years?

Read if you like this trope set – see character archetypes above, that tells you a lot – or if you have a taste for somewhat ambiguous plots that land in the space between scifi and military thriller. None of that really lit me up, personally, even if this is well-executed.

A warning, though, for that thing where at least one of these authors uses character names in dialogue so frequently, it rendered the book nearly unreadable once I noticed. These guys use each other’s names practically every sentence at some points. How did that slide by an editor?

Content notes: Recollections of addiction, military violence and torture, abusive childhood, loss.