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Determined

2/5. Nonfiction on one of my hobby horse topics of interest: how humans have way less agency over our actions than we believe we do.

I went into this prepared to get an up-to-date summary of the related research, since I haven’t done a deep dive on this in about a decade. There’s plenty of info here, but I was too distracted by developing an overpowering dislike for the author. I did have some amount of foreboding since I’ve heard his lectures, and he’s made several jokes that landed very poorly with me.

But here, the irony is thick. He notes – entirely correctly – that one problem with being a determinist is that you keep company with a lot of really unpleasant people who think really unpleasant things. He says he is not such a person, and that part of the point of the book is to make an argument in favor of – my words here – liberal values.

And then he turns around and makes all those arguments, and peppers them with the exact sort of little “jokes” that those assholes make. You know the ones. About how the child of a poor drug user is basically a write off as a human being from the second trimester in the womb. There are a lot of these. It’s been months, so I don’t remember them all, but yeah. He’s not being ironic (though there’s some of that, and my man, no, stop), he’s not being funny, he’s just being exactly the sort of awful he set out to avoid.
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Stress and Your Body by Robert Sapolsky

4/5. This is not a book, but instead a set of Great Courses lectures packaged like an audiobook that I got from the library. Generally excellent (and disheartening, because wow, we are all so fucked). Weirdly, I found it easier to pay attention to this in lecture form than I would have as a professional narration of nonfiction. Something about the rhythms of natural speaking. Anyway, this has lectures on the effects of chronic stress on various bodily systems and functions – digestion, fetal growth, reproduction, immunity – and then turns to psychological systems and, a little bit at the end, to what we can do about it. It was uncomfortable for me, as a person under chronic occupational stress. I have a plan to deal with that, but that plan won't come together for several more years, and that plan won't address the chronic social stress of being queer and disabled. This book never came out and said deal with this now, but well, it's not hard to read between the lines.

Content notes: Mentions of child abuse as a stressor. Some transphobia of the form where someone discusses an animal species with different sex presentations from humans and goes on and on and on and on about how weird and bizarre this is, imagine a female organism with a thing that looks like a penis, so weird!

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