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I Who Have Never Known Men

4/5. A short feminist science fiction(?) novel originally written in french in the 90’s, when it acquired a cult following, whereupon it was translated into english a few years ago and acquired a new and different cult following. This is the first person account of a young girl who grew up in a cage with 39 women, all older than her, all of whom remember their former lives, unlike her. They know nothing but each other and the silent guards, until one day everything changes, and they escape to a strange, answerless landscape.

This is good. It manages that trick of being an incredibly bleak story, but told with a lot of tenderness and humanity, so it feels richer and more rewarding than ‘bleak’ implies. This is simply written, yet rewards complex thought. I think the author’s jewishness is important for reading it well, particularly in appreciating why there is never any actual ‘why’ for the atrocities committed here. I also strongly suspect the author had been reading Tiptree, and maybe Le Guin’s “Sur” (very different, and yet related), and maybe Marge Piercy? This feels very much in conversation with a lot of speculative feminist texts of the 80’s in particular, is what I’m saying.

I am less compelled by the reading suggested by the afterword in my english text, which glosses this book as about what a woman might be, should she exist in a world entirely without men. I mean, the title’s right up there, so sure, carry on. I just don’t find that a very rewarding train of thought in this iteration, and think this book is doing a lot of other things that I’d rather pay attention to.

Content notes: Captivity, depictions of mass death aftermath, euthanasia of a sort.
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Malice

2/5. Chonker epic fantasy that is the first of four books about a prophesied god war where the avatar of good will fight the avatar of evil. Yeah, you’ve heard this one before.

The booktube girls got me again. They love this. I do not.

Partly, sure it’s the women problem. This book has many points-of-view. They are all men except for one, who is a girl but wait, come back, it’s fine, she’s not like other girls, you see, she likes knives. This is relevant because every single other male POV is drowning in boring warrior culture masculinity issues. Several of them are young, and all of them are concerned with what it means to be a man. And the ven diagram in this book between ‘man’ and ‘warrior’ is a near perfect circle. I don’t caaaaaaare.

Also, I was told that these books were “twisty” and would “make you really think about who is good and who is bad.” Except I got literally a third of the way through the first book, saw the writing on the wall and went ‘oh no, is what they’re talking about this?’ And googled, and, uh. Yep. The book is trying to set up this ambiguity where you supposedly aren’t sure who is the avatar of good and who is the avatar of evil, because their actions are deeply contextual and blah blah, you get it. Which, (1) I figured out who was who plain as day apparently more than two books before I was supposed to; and (2) it kind of offends me. The book is, it appears, trying to trick the reader by deploying some epic fantasy tropes and cliches, and it will then presumably do a rug pull at some point and go “ha ha, I fooled you into believing my cliché of believing in what it means to be noble and a good man, you should be a smarter reader.” Which, okay, fine, but to make that work, you have to write a book that doesn’t entirely depend for its every beat and gesture on boring tired epic fantasy cliches that it takes staggeringly seriously.

Anyway, whatever, I was pretty bored and annoyed from that point on.

Content notes: Animal harm, violence, bullying.
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A Ruse of Shadows

4/5. Book 8. Do not start here either.

Sherry Thomas is just really good at this. Even when she’s pulling the same tricks again – having our protagonists enact the whole plot of the book without ever explaining to the reader until the very end, false crime accusations again – I’m mostly happy to go for the ride. Here, that narrative secrecy works to enhance the way this book is also about the central romantic relationship, and how they decide what it’s going to be, and what it’s not, like adults and complicated people do.
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This Inevitable Ruin

4/5. Seventh book. Do not start here.

What a ride. I waited for the audiobook to come out (trailing the ebook by months) and I’m glad I did because the production is, as always, excellent. Anyway, what a time. This is the war book. They have all been war books, but this one is more literal about it.

Things I liked: More time with the AI, which raises waaaay more questions than it answers; Pony; the way this definitely felt like a turning point book; okay the entire ensemble let’s be real; how I was worried about the title going in particularly given this was a war book, but finished it knowing that the ruin isn’t just for our guys; the running theme of being known as of by a god, someone who can see entirely into you, and what the cost of that is to both parties.

Things I tilt my head at: The bigger politics picture, which is basically a giant crazy spaghetti yarn diagram at this point with the author slapping his hand down on one spot and screaming, “see! See!” While everyone is like “no? Not really?”

Anyway, I continue to have a great time and will be happy if he lands this massive messy thing with even part success.

Content notes: Violence, gore, many kinds of body modification.
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Five Broken Blades

3/5. A group of six people come together to murder the unkillable god king, but they’re all liars, it gets complicated.

This is mis-marketed as gritty-ish twisty fantasy when it’s actually most interested in its romances (there are six characters, they enter the arc two-by-two). So just know that going in. Also, I feel I should warn for the thing where this has six points-of-view and they are all written in first person present, which is . . . a choice.

Anyway, this has some amount of intrigue and charm going for it, but I tired of the steep dips in writing quality whenever it came to the romances (and the writing is never good to start with). And also the thing where we get first person POVs of people and everyone is hiding something from the reader, which is hard to pull off and Corland does not have those chops. This is a particular peeve of mine.

I read it, it reads fast and easy, I enjoyed parts of it, but now I have no interest in the sequel, even though it promises to blow the worldbuilding wide open.

Content notes: A lot of violence and murder, references to gory execution methods, child trafficking and child abuse.
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Bonded in Death

3/5. Latest of these – if you don’t know what they are by now, I can’t help you. An okay series entry that, as usual recently, took the safe and boring route. Eve is a half step ahead of the killer through the whole book, and the safety of everyone you care about is pretty much a sure thing. Some unsubtle but nice reflections on the ways groups of people bond in adversity, or in hard collective work, both Eve’s police team and extended network and the team of old spies at the heart of the story.

I was more interested in the history dropped here than the case. I’ve always wondered what these “urban wars” were about. The explanation we get here is plausible in parts – a mass movement to ‘burn it all down’ – and very silly in the whole – a worldwide(?) coordinated(?) breakdown of order in urban centers? Which is resolved after years of fighting without apparently really changing the geopolitics of anything? Okay, Nora, carry on.

Content notes: Murder, child abduction/harm.
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Cocaine Blues and 20 more

4/5. Long-running series of historical detective novels about a wealthy woman in 1928/1929 Australia who solves crime, builds an unconventional family, and bangs half the men she meets.

If you’re wondering where I’ve been, here you go.

These are hard to talk about because I read 21 of them (not 22, though there is a 22nd book) and I had a pretty good time for most of them. But the most recent books were such a noticeable decline in quality that it’s left a bad taste in my mouth and now I just keep thinking about what I didn’t like. Let’s see what I can do about that.

Things to like: Phryne’s cheerful and unapologetic sexuality. The ways she is allowed to behave as male detectives do – horny, constantly drinking, etc. Casual poly relationships that suit everyone just fine and work beautifully. Mostly short mysteries with a range of solutions. Strong writing on a craft level, particularly in the middle books. An affection for the detective novels that Phryne herself reads, and a playfulness with their forms (Christie, Sayers, etc.). But with more frankness about the specific sorts of crimes that women and children are vulnerable to – incest and rape, forced relationships, botched abortion, forced childbearing, etc.

What I don’t like: Also Phryne, who is a lot of a lot. The repeated and unmistakable asephobia that emanates from the books themselves, not just Phryne who is the one to voice a lot of it (she’s one of those highly sexual people who thinks there’s something wrong/unnatural about people who aren’t, and the books let her attach these views to villains several times). The way the author just gave completely up on series continuity once the TV show started, to the point of suddenly adding a sexual overtone to a relationship that was previously platonic (and almost familial) in the books because the TV show went a totally different direction with it. It’s extremely disconcerting. The sharp decline in writing quality in the last few books. The extremely weird Sherlock slashfic interlude where Phryne bangs not!John Watson a bunch to make not!Sherlock jealous (ah and it turns out he’s not asexual after all, what a relief for everyone). The later books get real weird, guys.

Content notes: All sorts of crime, including against children. Rape, incest, sexual exploitation, violence, murder, generally as aftermath and not on-page.
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The Book of Phoenix

3/5. A person in a post apocalyptic landscape comes across a recording of Phoenix’s story, as told by herself. Of her creation by a corporation, her accelerated growth and torture at their hands, and what she does when she escapes them and finds her way into an African identity.

I wish I like Okorafor’s books more than I do. They always sound great, then land noticeably off center of my tastes. Because of the narrative mode it’s in, this book (deliberately, I think) leans hard into ‘all white people are evil and all brown people are good.’ It then complicates the brown people end of that (a little, anyway), leaving the white people end cartoonishly flat. Deliberate, like I said, but not my idea of an enjoyable storytelling device.

Some good revenge here, with the usual accompaniments of ‘what will this revenge make me, the revenger?’ etc. But I won’t remember this in a few months.

Content notes: Imprisonment, medical experimentation, reproductive exploitation, violence, all with a strong racial overtone
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3/5. Hard scifi about a couple of functionally immortal galactic citizens travelling to the core to find an unknown civilization sprung from the DNA panspermia; meanwhile members of that civilization work out the newtonian and relativistic principles that describe their extremely weird and risky existence.

Very much of its time (nearly twenty years ago) and just okay. A big idea book where I thought the big idea was only vaguely interesting, but there isn’t really much else to go on here, unless you like over a hundred pages of people talking about physics math. Which is not snide, considering I enjoyed that strand of the book more than the strand about the functionally immortal people, who do things like load up new modules to become experts in various fields in a few seconds, which really enhances their presentation as cardboard cutout post humans. Post humans who have left the constraints of embodiment behind, by the way, and who are nonetheless still deeply invested in the gender binary. Sure, okay.

Read Tchaikovsky’s Children books instead. Some superficial similarities, much more alive.
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House of Bane and Blood

2/5. Romantasy about a sort of arranged marriage for reasons between a magic dude and a not magic heiress who both have secrets.

So boring. Also, if you think you know what is up with the heroine and her tattoo and all that within the first 10%, yes, you are correct. I think the thing that offends me most here is actually the sex scene. It employs kink (breathplay) in the most boring way. It just came out of nowhere exactly in the way kink should not. Why were these two people interested in that? And in that moment? What did it express about their developing relationship?

Nothing. The answer is nothing. It came completely out of nowhere and expressed or explained nothing, aside from a sort of obvious shallow thing about (unearned) trust. It’s exactly what good kink writing should not be.

Content notes: A lot of violence, false imprisonment, exploitation.
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The Opposite of Spoiled by Ron Lieber

4/5. Book aimed mostly at middle-class and wealthy American parents on the general topic of instilling smarts and values about money in children.

Good, but I suspect you could get all of this content in a few explainers. His overarching point is to talk about money early and often, which, yes, sure. And relatedly that children of middle-class and wealthy parents are more likely than children of poor parents to not hear these conversations. He then gets into various related topics – consumerism, instilling generosity, etc. and generally ticks through a list of various approaches parents have taken to actively address it. Interesting, and a good project, but as I said, if you don’t have time for a short book, I have no doubt you can get advice in shorter form.
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Exordia

2/5. Huge chunky scifi about a transnational encounter with aliens in remote Kurdistan which sweeps earth into a galactic conflict with the evil overlords who want to metaphysically pin human souls to the proper narrative.

This started out great (funny surreal portrait of a young woman enduring the long-term effects of trauma, then she meets an alien in Central Park, it’s great) and went steadily downhill into not just weird, but long and turgid weird. I read the whole thing for the ideas and theming, which are doing a lot – the worst kind of iterative trolly problems and what they do to people, the monstrousness of making a thing only more like itself forever and ever, the work of breaking out of your own narrative. But boy, he did not want to make this book accessible. Or enjoyable. The thing is, he knows what he’s doing – two men spend the entire book in this gross psychosexual attraction/competition narrative over a woman, and in the very brief appearance she makes, she utterly and pointedly refuses to go along with that story. The book is about that kind of resistance. But I still had to read 250,000 words of their gross psychosexual posturing (and don’t get me started on the not real version of that woman they create).

I almost respect this for being one of the weirdest and most specific books I’ve ever read. It shares some meta concerns with Prophet, but bears little resemblance to basically anything. And his writing is, as always, strong. But choices were made here and I am not into them.

Also, there are lesbians here, and there is just something about the way he writes female desire that sets my teeth on edge. I thought so in his prior books, too. I can’t put words to it, but it just always makes me cock my head a little and go ew, please don’t.

Content notes: Genocide, murder, a lot of body horror, military violence.

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All Our Pretty Songs by Sarah McCarry

Vivid and atmospheric YA about two deeply co-dependent teenaged girls who party hard and eventually encounter the supernatural by way of a boy musician. Good at what it’s doing, but I’m over YA in general, and also not in the mood for girls fighting over a dumb boy, and also this is doing that thing of ‘is it real or are they just stoned?’ which, meh. Should have read this ten years ago back when I first got it from Audible, oops.

Her Majesty’s Royal Coven by Juno Dawson

Definitely a case of what is wrong with me? Contemporary british fantasy about five witches years after the war with the warlocks, and a prophecy and stuff. This is doing stuff about witchcraft as a feminine art in a way that is trans inclusive, if you’ll believe that. And it’s also doing stuff about intersectionality re race. And yet, my brain just constantly slid right off it, and after putting it down and forgetting about it multiple times, I have to admit defeat at 50%. I genuinely do not know why.

When the Moon Hatched by Sarah A. Parker

Fantasy romance with a stabby heroine who speaks only in quips, when she isn’t killing people. This was the it book in fanro circles for like .5 seconds earlier this year. I read 40% of this while sick, but once well, could not take just how bad this writing is. It’s very lots bad.

The Future by Naomi Alderman

Another case of it’s probably me. This is a sapphic near future scifi about billionaire apocalypse survival fantasies and what’s fucked up about the internet and what’s not, and other stuff. I tried to read this twice, and it is interesting and clearly going somewhere, and I just cannot make myself focus on it.
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Dungeon Crawler Carl and five more

4/5. Carl ends up on an intergalactic reality show dungeon crawl to the death with his cat after aliens destroy most of earth.

N.b.: The latest book is not out in audio yet. Do not spoil me. Also, the first few of these have been picked up for trad publishing, but I read all in the original indie audio (very good productions).

Aw man, I ate these the fuck up. I was not so sure when I started the first book – too much dude humor, that thing where there are no female characters who aren’t inhuman or monstrous in some way, you know what I’m talking about. But then they got their feet under them more, and started sprinting, and yeah. You know that dopamine hit you can get off of opening a treasure chest in a video game? These books delivered that, repeatedly and creatively. I’m even here for the extended passages of dungeon game mechanics and stats!

These are messy as hell and weirdly paced. And I both respect him for writing on patreon and letting people vote on various things, and also wish he would take a little more time with his drafts. Am I confident that he will land some of the bigger ideas he is lofting as the series progresses, about violence and complicity and the costs of survival? Eh, moderately. But in terms of pure enjoyment? Top notch.

Also, I will say an absolute highlight is the extended cast. The setup almost made me stop reading – the remnant human population is supposed to be fighting itself to the death – but the books are so not into that. They are into teamwork and solving big problems with big collaboration, and making big messy friend groups work, and all sorts of things that are 100% my jam.

These books also do that thing where they are deeply enjoyable, and at the same time fully convince me that I do not want to go dumpster diving in the lit RPG space for more of this. Because I’m pretty sure I will not find it, and what I will find will not make me happy.

Content notes: Violence, both interpersonal and genocidal. Recollections of child abuse/suicide/attempted murder.
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On Vicious Worlds

4/5. Impossible to talk about as it’s the sequel to an extremely twisty scifi. More intense identity drama, more danger for a remnant population attempting to escape the grasping reach of an authoritarian government, more opera in the space opera.

I continue to really like this, and to think it’s not going to be for all tastes. It’s going to be too dramatic for some. But I remain impressed that these books have managed to pack this much subversive queer longing into a queer-norm universe. How did she do that? It would be spoilers to say, but yeah, she sure did.

Content notes: Violence, discussion of past genocide, off-page torture.
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Bloodchild and Other Stories

4/5. Short story collection. Including her famous (infamous?) “pregnant man story” which, if it were on the AO3, would be tagged ova position and dead dove do not eat. She kind of lived in the dead dove do not eat tag, tbh. In a good way? I mean I’m into it. It’s all depressing as hell and twisty and psychological and horrifying. I read this months ago, and actually the few non-fantastical stories have stuck with me the most for being little jewels of twisted up circumstance and emotion.

Content notes: Um, ova position? Body horror, coerced reproduction, various kinds of sexual violence, mostly off page, references to incest, violence, many other things I can't clearly remember now.
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Alien Clay

4/5. A dissident professor is shipped off authoritarian earth to a prison labor camp on a planet where evolution took a very different tack.

Classic Tchaikovsky – a story told by a dude who is both sympathetic and insufferable, very political, fucking weird. This one is about revolutions and why they fail and how to fix that. The “fix,” in this case, being one of those moves he likes where he “solves” a problem seemingly inherent to humanity in a way that is effective and yet deeply alien and unsettling. On purpose, to be clear. It messes with a readers priors and loyalties in ways I’ve come to appreciate.

I liked this one. It’s tighter than some of his other recent books, and gets the job done well in the space it takes.

Content notes: Prison planet, recollections of authoritarian regime and its enforcers.

Cage of Souls

3/5. Pairing these up because of an artificial similarity and to get myself to finally write this one up, which I read months ago. Here’s the artificial similarity part – a dissident academic is shipped off to the prison from which no one ever returns on end days earth.

Aside from that start, these books have very little in common. This one is much longer, more confused and confusing, and concerned with some stylistic pretentions reminiscent of an eighteenth -century novel. There is some interesting stuff here about the end of civilization and how knowledge is passed or not, but this is definitely not his most successful outing, I’ll say that.

Content notes: Misogyny, carceral violence, body horror, other stuff I’m not remembering because it’s been a long time.
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We Solve Murders

4/5. Start of another mystery series, this one about a bodyguard and her client and her father-in-law who get tangled up in international moneylaundering, for reasons.

This uses many of the same cards as his other books: a strong lean on platonic and nontraditional friendship bonds; short, punchy chapters; a mix of the zany and the serious. It did entertain me, but not as well as his other books did. Some of these short character sketches missed the mark on funny for me and came way too close to mean, for one. I’ll try the next one, because sometimes it takes a series a while to find its feet.

Content notes: Murder, grief, lost spouse.
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The Sky on Fire

3/5. Fantasy set in a world where dragons pair with riders, but the riders aren’t the ones in charge. A ragtag group of dragons and riders and thieves and dissidents get together to do a big heist on the evil head dragon for reasons, then stuff happens.

This is okay, but did not excite me. That is sad because it features the development of a polyamorous triad, which is my jam, but not this unsatisfying iteration. See also other things I like: heists, dragons, a queer-norm and kink-norm world, and yet, eh. It’s fine. I DNF’d her other fantasy series, so maybe I should just cut my losses here.

I would be curious to know if anyone else who read this found the back third kind of disorienting? Did I miss a step, or was the book casually connecting threads that just did not meet?

Content notes: Violence, graphic description of falling and fear of heights.
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Penric and the Bandit

3/5. A Penric novella, this one half outsider POV as Penric falls into the company of a man trying to rob him, but it’s a bit more complicated. I read this entire novella while cooking dinner* (crispy tofu and green beans in peanut dressing with smashed potatoes) and it was pleasant for that purpose. Slight, zero stakes in that way where there are stakes on the page, but absolutely none in a doylist sense. Comforting, is what I mean.

I do wonder where she’s going with this thing where Pen is not aging. Recompense for killing Miles so young….?

*Yes, I read audio at a very high speed

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